Now that the tension is, ahem... broken, if you know what I mean." And then she laughed.I had to laugh myself. The woman is funny in a cute, up-front ...ort of way. She doesn't avoid problems. She confronts them. But she confronts them with her little throw-away jokes that seem to defuse the problem as she confronts it.Actually this joke didn't exactly defuse my problem. Yes, I was glad to see Deirdre's reaction to our night before. But I thought she would be cool about it. She's always cool.But. "I want to go into the bedroom and lie down for awhile." Are you feeling ill?" she asked."No, I just want to keep thinking about what we discussed at the table."It put an end to the questions for now, and I was off to take a nice hot shower and then do just what I'd told her I would. I lay on the skins of the bed and talked to myself. Usually I didn't but if my theory was even half assed right I knew I needed to do it this time at least. I had no way of knowing whether the spacemen, if they. He's fighting masculinity being questionedby boys and men who are overgrown children leading him to go after hissister and anyone who dares to try to get in touch with their softerside. Johnny is ready to help but it sounded like he needs someone whohas decades of experience dressing even if most was done in aprofessional capacity and wasn't actually true crossdressing."Wayne asked to speak to Ryan alone, which led Reed to lead the foursomeout while the puppies stayed behind to protect Ryan.. ”“My father also taught me to enjoy sex with another man. I guess my parents wanted me to experience the best of both worlds.”“So if we do get married and have kids, this is what will await you, me. and our kids someday.. I know this is a lot to lay on you at once, but I really want you to understand and hopefully accept it.”It was indeed a lot to lay on me. Could I become part of a family with a long tradition of incest? Naturally, I had to take a while to digest all the ramifications of what.