." Tori said eagerly.Shelbi smiled. Tori was already eating it up."Tell me more." Tori demanded. "How did you get into it?" It was just something that...happened. I can't really explain it. They wanted me and I went along with what they wanted. I had to suck a cock or two to show I was really interested. He was just thanking me for how well I did it." Oh, sure," Tori said, thinking nothing of it. "Everybody knows about the casting couch. Every actress has had to suck a cock or open her legs to. Johnson. It wasTina's idea I come with her to meet Julia. I don't think she wanted meto be left alone with my cousin John."I hid a look of surprise, and Mrs. Johnson laughed. "John can be a bitof a handful. But he is a nice boy. You could have bought him round." John was busy when we left," I added. "He was doing something on hiscomputer. What I don't know. But it keeps him out of trouble."As we entered the kitchen Mrs. Johnson left us and went off to thelounge. I smiled and said, "Hi Julia I'd. I close my eyes and see these flashes of pure sensuality and sexuality. Its Ok to write these things in this secret little space we are sharing at this moment. When I am done, I will return to the real world, and go about normal life. I will even know passion, and sex. But I don’t know if I will ever be able to experience the totality of sensuality that has been awakened in me in these writings with her whom I let into my secret, safe world of words. Maybe not in the physical sense. I can,. ” I take her to her bedroom and pop to the bathroom. I freshen up and see an open packet of birth control pills beside the mirror. Well she’s prepared at least! As I return, Amy is sitting up holding the covers over her boobs. “Are you cold?” I ask. “No I’m a little embarrassed.” I gently pull the covers down exposing her once more. “When you take a lover they will see everything and close up. None of us are perfect. Look at my belly. In clothes I look fine but I can’t hide this” as I wobble my.