.. I felt disappointment that Tim was going to be there."Ok, then I'll see you two at noon."I hung up and thought about it for a moment. Was it the ri...ht thing to do? Should I let them post those explicit pictures? What if John or Tommy happen to stumble across the site during their internet searches and recognizes me? What would they think of me? How would they react?Those questions and more were running through my head as I begun cleaning up the house a bit. Soon, the melodious sound of our. In 41 days, the Observer would be looking for Peter & I to return us to our former bodies, but with the exception of that one time each month when nature wrecks havoc on our female bodies, I am extremely happy with my present situation, and would prefer to stay as I am. But Peter is wavering back and forth. He can't decide if he wants to remain this way permanently, or not. It only takes one of us to decide for both, so if he changes back, then so must I. I have been preparing myself for that. I was happy for her and it was good to see that her life was good and successful. If I was to find love I knew it wasn't going to be with my childhood sweetheart. I made my repairs and said my goodbyes to Grace and Rob. They told me to stop by and visit if I was ever in the area. I gave them my best smile and said that would be nice.As I headed back home my mind was thinking about the past. There was Grace and Rob, and Gail, my ex-wife, Mary and Brad. I was thinking about how each person we. Wewere very careful to keep the blinds in the dorm room drawn. We alsoplayed music constantly, so that our conversations wouldn't be over heard.It seemed that everyone in the dorm was suddenly our new best friends,seeking out some tidbit to sell to the press. When Thanksgiving holidayrolled around, Morgan and I were very happy to go to Tahiti.I went with Morgan the day of her bikini shoot. It was a lot morecomplicated than I ever expected. They had guys with reflectors, otherguys with towels.