I sat rocking on the porch after Tom continued on with his route, and I thought about opening your letter, but despair stayed my hand. I didn't want t... read that you had cast me off forever. If I consigned the letter to the bottom of my drawer, and never opened it, then it never had to happen. I stood up, arms extended to balance on the railing, and made my way inside to this little room. I put the letter deep in my drawer, on the very bottom, under the slippery fabric of my underthings. There. It felt so smooth, so natural, and so goddamn good. “You’ve been waiting for this, haven’t you?” he breathed. “Did you watch all those videos, princess? Did they make you wet?”I didn’t speak and he pulled out of me suddenly, making me gasp.“You really need to learn to answer when I ask you a question,” he growled. “Get on your knees.”I felt a little dazed, confused, even. All I wanted was for him to be inside me again. I hurriedly moved onto my hands and knees and he pushed my dress up, sliding. N-no one was around. How could this happen? I thought to myself and bit my nails. Shit, what if he tells someone? No one can know about this! I looked over at him and he was still smiling. Maybe he'll shut up if I fuck him. "Yes, I could use a hand," my voice was shaking.He squeezed in through the hedge and stood in front of me. I looked up at the stranger. He had gorgeous eyes filled with anticipation. Fuck, he's hot! "Honey, I'll give you more than just a hand," he said and leaned in for a. ”Honestly, I want to try once with him, and I told him that I need one week of duration to handle myself. And on that night, I was thinking about him on my bed. Madhan has placed a special place in my heart. I am getting respect from him for my feelings.He never insulted me on my feelings. He never spoke dirty and misbehave with me in the office. I received more respect from him than my hubby and in-laws. I deserve a good sex life, but my fate was sold for something else.When I woke up, I got a.