Her eyes never left my cock. She seemed to be entranced. Her gaze was broken when I said, “This is why Mike worries about you. He knows he can’t m...ke you feel what my cock can make you feel. He knows that if I get this inside your pussy you will never be content with his cock. You know it is true. Don’t you.” She never spoke but she nodded. I knew she was mine. “Now reach down there and grab it. Make it hard.” She slowly reached down and took my dick into her hand. She encircled it with her. ”“How do they work?”“All of them have some kind of requirement. I’ll leave off the ones that are limited to females or minorities. The rest you’ll have to read through and decide if you qualify. I know there are some specifically for pre-med, so I’d start with those.”“Thanks, Doctor Stanton.”“There are non-academic grants as well, but most of those require membership in some kind of organization. Were you ever a Boy Scout?”“No.”“And you’re not Jewish, are you?”“No.”“You might check with the. I don't think that either of us had planned on anything after we graduated. We didn't have any hard feelings.Anyway, I wasn't dating, but I wasn't a hermit. I had a lot of friends and we got together regularly. I would have liked to have had a little love in my life. But I was still young and I wasn't desperate. I figured it would come eventually.It turned out that I wasn't the only one that was of the opinion that I needed some love in my life. I got a call one Friday morning from Sharon.. She still had her apartment, which was news to me; I thought she was living with Simon, but he wanted her to move in with him full-time. But she wanted, no needed, her own thing. She made it sound like there were lots of little things about them that were coming to the surface. Like this was building for a while, but was now a real issue. That would explain a lot.“I feel like I’m carrying around ... I dunno, this weight. Like I’m being punished. And it’s just tough when I don’t have any one to.