When the finally let her go she stayed in her apartment for three days. I didn't want to tell her, but I had a huge hard on while she told me the st...ry. Aunt Dee met a body builder named Steve who was a few years older. They started dating soon after that and by then it was spring and our affair was over. Steve was on steroids and was able to get her coke when she wanted it. When school ended so did their relationship because of the distance of where they lived. My grandparents found her. The music is loud, lights are dim and the alcohol is everywhere, I am swaying and grinding for all to see. They were getting turned on watching me and I was getting more turned on than normal. Guys and girls are stopping their dancing to watch me. I heard one guy say “Gee, it’s like she’s fucking the music." One girl yells “Hell I’d eat that pussy.” They are all yelling for me to take it all off. One guy says “You can tell she wants it so lets all fuck her.” A guy comes to me and we kiss. His. Of closeness and 'belonging', Tenchi suppose was the word that best described. Half remembered ... No, less even than that, He did not remember!Other than for brief 'impressions', and the most solid of them were ... phantoms. Vanishing whenever he tried to trace them down. Resurfacing over the past few month, often unbidden. All serving to evoke that feeling of restlessness. A vague, something ... Not even a half feeling, of something he had lost?Again, he had tried to deny it, tried like hell!. " I see," she said, suddenly sounding callous. I knew I had hurt her; sorrow stabbed me through my heart."Does that explain why I can't tell Kelley everything?" I asked, thinking that I was making a valid argument. If there were things I couldn't tell my best friend how could I tell someone I had only known a few months?Marcie bounced back exuberantly. "I can see it now. You manage to convince Kelley that you lost your virginity while riding a horse and your sexual experiences have been limited.