"Oh, you don't believe that your wife, your children or your Grandchild would be better off if you were dead do you?" Clarence said a look of horror o... his face."Ah!" I said, "you're right it'd probably be better if I was never born." Oh, you mustn't say..." Clarence started, then looking up, "say that's not a bad idea what do you think? Hmmm yeah alright, that ought to do it. Ok George, ya got your wish, you've never been born." At those words a huge wind blew the door open stirring everything. At least we were safe for several months, but I would be bringing the subject up again after these three were born. I finally realized it was quiet out, and looked at my watch. The work crews had already left and I was hungry, so I headed for the house. I had been careful not to let my temper get out of control, but I was getting tired of being in the garage every day and only being allowed in my own home for meals or to sleep. It was rapidly coming to a head because I was tired of being bossed. I couldn’t control myself and thought it is now or never. I pulled her nighty up to stomach. She got startled and sat upright. She asked, “what r u doing”. I said, “Massaging your thighs”. She said, “Leave me alone”. I said, “I Swear I won’t do any bad thing I just wanted to massage her”. She said ok… But don’t try to act smart. I again started massaging her smooth white thighs. I kept on telling her how beautiful she was and how lucky Chacha ji is to have her as his wife. She just giggled. Sue went on saying that she wanted me to find guys who she was never met and would never meet again, plus they would not be told that we were doing this to have a c***d. I told her it would take some time to set something like that up, and that we would have to see when her most fertile time or days would be. She sat down with a calendar seemingly knowing what would be her most fertile times for the next 6 months. She marked the days, and handed me the calendar and upon checking the days I.