The next day we stayed by the pool and relaxed all day , about 2 in the afternoon i went up to the room to get sum more sun cream , when i came back t... the pool , Suzanne was sat on the edge of the pool with just her feet dipped inside speaking to the black guy from the other night , i lay on the sunbed and pretended i wasnt bothered , about 15 minutes later Suzanne came back over , we had a little chat , she said what about him he seems a nice guy , i said no way , not a chance am i letting. I have already mentioned in my two previous stories of how it all started and the my sexual induction to a lot of things thanks to Mary and Patricia who guided me in the early days of Zoë , ( some would say corrupted me ) I was old enough to make the choices I made and besides I enjoyed it I may have been party to getting fucked in basically a gang bang but I did it knowing what I was doing( well not at the time ) and I loved every cock and cum load I. And accept that he can love another woman, just as I can. I let go of my anxiety, insecurity, hypocrisy, etc. and embraced the idea that Jason is here with me, and with Lacey now, because he wants to be there with me ... and now, us. Everything that he has done, the patience, sweet surrender and submission, trust that he has shown me, and now us ... it has shown me that I was wrong to let jealousy and resentment affect me so much. I was wrong to be so paranoid. I have learned so much about. Before they got started I led them to my cart and showed them the new arrivals. I'd expected them to be very surprised but they weren't. I couldn't stop from asking them about it."The medicine woman story we told you about tells of her receiving gifts during the night sometimes. We do not know what they were anymore, even though we know the names of some of them. After this long though we don't know what the names mean."One time during a big sickness she received some syringes and some vials of.