"Ken was suddenly very nervous. "Doc," he said. "You're not thinking of putting me on meds for this, are you?" You're really opposed to taking prescri...tion medicines, aren't you? You shouldn't be afraid of these drugs, Ken. You should be grateful that modern medicine has developed a way for people to live normally with certain afflictions." This is a little different than the statin drugs, doc," Ken told him. "If I have to take pills to keep my blood sugar under control I'll lose my medical. Sometimes I got trapped in one or the other. I could not believe that they managed to transfer what was me to the new body.I mean I had seen the movie robocop, okay not the movie but some scenes from it. I remember him agonizing over his past life. My life was right there for me to explore anytime I wanted. The new me had feelings that reminded me of the old ones and the old ones were just as vivid as what was happening at the time. It was really an fascinating thing. It might get old one day. Tonight, if you're up to it. Or, whenever," she said."Not tonight. I need to come down from my mental state before I can trust myself with him around. Today is Saturday. How about next Saturday. Would that be all right?" I said. She thought for a minute, and apparently coming to a decision, she nodded yes. I finally allowed myself a smile.All week at work I wasn't worth a damn. I kept wondering if things would really and truly work out for us. I should have said no to the whole scene. But,. There was no real need these days as we mostly just sent each other text messages.I looked around to make sure I was alone then unfolded the paper and read.My Dearest Paul, I love you. Never ever forget that. No matter what happens over the next couple of months, remember that I love you. And that you love me. You do love me, don’t you? It’s not just something you say. I spoke to Grace and Ems yesterday and they bought the story. Ems says she understands and doesn’t blame either of us. Grace.