’ She leaned over to look in the shopping bags. ‘What are you cooking me for dinner?’ ‘That is a surprise, though nothing too fancy. I want to...spend the night with you, not your kitchen.’ We went back out to my car and she gave me a hand with my bags. We took them up to the bedroom and she showed where I could put my things. There was nothing in the wardrobe except for four shirts. ‘That’s all that Mike left, they were in the dry cleaner’s with a couple of my dresses and he’s never been back to. Until the car ride home I had never thought of Kathy as a partner in any way shape or form, but the way Terra came up and said that made me realize that Kathy is everything I want in a girl, she's smart, she's got an amazing body, best of all, she's able to tolerate how nerdy I can get on occasion.We arrived back at her house later in the evening, my aunt and uncle were still out. I decided I would take a shower tonight and sleep in tomorrow so I ran upstairs and got into the bathroom. Still. I left my groceries in the aisle and walked out. No, that's not right. I all but "ran" out of the store. And, yes, I know how pathetic I must have seemed to her. I was sure that mister and missus Jones would have a big assed laugh that night, and that at my expense. Jesus! I felt low—again. It would be a long time before I saw any of them again; and, when I did, things were going to get really-really complicated."Jesus, Richard," she laughed. "I feel kinda bad for him. I all but laughed in his. Okay, I got off topic there again. A little bit later, Thomas suggested that we try out a different bar. I agreed, so we left. At the next bar, there was a good mixture of boys and girls. Thomas ended up hooking up with one of the girls, and after a bit he left with her. Hey great for him, I thought. Myself I finished my drink then left and walked around a bit till I ended up back in the adult theatre. I watched some more of the gay porn and even ended up purchasing a gay novel. Then it was.