She places her arms around me and I cry on her shoulder. I really don’t feel like talking all that was running through my head was that these people... these damn skin heads not only ruined my mother’s life and my life, but my grandparents lives as well. “It’s ok my love. I know that this must be hard. Just know that I am here for you. No matter what your name is, you’re still the man I love” Kimiko whispers to me and then kisses my forehead.I stop crying and look into her eyes. I see sadness in. ” The skipper interrupts. “She was killed in a car accident.”My heart stops. I can barely see or think. My beloved but estranged wife was dead. I can’t even voice my thoughts. My XO looks at me and says “Rachel is alright. She wasn’t in the car.” “My daughter is alive,” I say not sure if I was asking for confirmation or just parroting what they told me.“Emergency leave is approved effective as soon as the next COD is ready to launch, around 1900.” The skipper says. “Take your time. When you’re. Black Park or Langley Park? I reasoned I could get away without payingat Langley Park and there were less likely to be a lot of people aroundwhen I got there.When I drove into the car park though I noticed a couple getting out ofanother car with their children so I parked as far from them as I couldand undid my seatbelt. They were getting out pushchairs. I reached overinto the back of my car for my bag.I realised that it had fallen between my seat and the back seat and so Iturned round and. I said “So I take it you are having Marcus over again tonight?” Kelly said he was taking a shower and changing and should be there soon. She said once he gets to her room, he can’t leave until early morning so he doesn’t get caught by anyone else coming back to the hotel. I said “Like you would let him leave anyway before you are done fucking his rocks off!” She got quiet for a second and then said “Of course!”Kelly said “I also thought about what you have been asking me. You know… about.