’ ‘Yes, Master. I will miss you though.’ ‘I will miss you too, jade. But this is for the best, trust Me.’ I did not pursue the matter any f...rther. I really did not want to be given away, and I was hoping I would be able to continue being a submissive to my Master. I was secretly hoping Master would change His mind when He realized that I would be gone. Alas, it was not to be. The morning came, and Master’s decision to give Me to Master Thomas remained. So, sadly, I went about packing up my. "Have you had a bad dream?"There was a long pause and then she looked up at him, tears still pouring. "Yes, Mark. A horrid, horrid dream. There were two of you," she sobbed. "One was the real you but you were the other side of something. I could see you but I couldn't get through to you and you did nothing about it, just stood there. And then there was another you right beside me and you were cold and uncaring and rough and you were beastly to me and treated me like dirt as though I'd done. Subha wo uthe or kiss karne laghe or mera nind khul gya wo thank you bole mere bt mane ke liye maine mhujhe thank u nhi wo chahiye bola( oske chut taraf direction karke) itne m bole wo sb tumhara he h bol ke bathroom chal de hum logo ko waterpark jana hum bina nahe waterpark gai main vaha b ose pool touch karta tha or jb hum chance milta sham ko vapas ai toh main plan banya ke ab toh kuch ho jai chodna he h karke wo nahne ke liye gai hoi thi maine knock kiya toh gate khol de main is chij ka. Like your fucking Palestine or your fucking Pakistan. It's all fucking guns, knives and drug dealers and shit." You do a bit of dealing as well, you know..." A girl's got to fucking survive, don't she? But it ain't good, you know. There mightn't be fucking radiation or mushroom clouds or shit like that, but it ain't nice out there. I don't want my girl to get fucked by a perv or knifed by a gangster. And anyway what fucking good is school anyway? There ain't no fucking jobs no more."Emily.