I waited for ten minutes, but he never came. I sighed and went back to join Dennis. He was talking with my father about some financial something or ot...er. I pretended to listen while I spied on Robert and Pamela. At least he noticed me and his face lit up. He brought her over.I stood up and gave him a brief hug. When I pulled back, he smiled that old smile at me. I half smiled back."Beth - I want you to meet Pamela, my fiancée."That was the hardest dinner in my life to choke down. I sat. Forced myself to stop dressing, tried to date girls (disaster). University...had a girlfriend. Wild about one another but never even tried to have sex. A guy seduced me, fucked me and suddenly I thought 'this is who I am!' I had an unusual interest in transvestites and transsexuals, reading every book going but I was in denial and just saw myself as a passive gay guy. I totally repressed any inclination to wear female clothing. I got into the leather scene as a gay man. But always submissive.. Christopher would report his experiences to the guy online, who would advise him to break in the house and try to steal the zip-up hoodie. But that was out of the question. Next idea was to call her phone just as she was walking to the bathroom. The thinking was she would turn around before she got there or she would come out before she put on the hoodie.So Christopher tried that. An chilly evening in January, just as Ms. Palmer headed for the bathroom lifting hear turtleneck sweater over her. 20am, id been horny all night but just worked through on trip home i had a bulge in my pants and couldnt wait to get home so coming upto to my roundabout i took a turn off up a country road(which was covered by trees) instead of my turn off.i stopped near the top which wasnt very far up but my car couldnt be seen. i wound window down to about half way so windows didnt get steamed. It was just starting to get light i had a look around and couldnt see anyone so i pulled my trousers and pants to.