. as I heard Renee had just broken up with her boyfriend. God the stuff girls share in their breaks.Renee... not being discrete about it now... had be...n one hot piece at college. I had a filthy mind every time her pert tits and cute arse came into my class. She had that inexperienced sexual innocence...she knew she had the flirty goods...she just wasn’t sure how to unpack them in front of a guy...an older guy...she knew I had the hots for her.Any way Renee was no scholar despite all my best. Bending over just a bit she spread her legs and lifted the dress a little as she ran her hands along her bare legs. He kept playing as he enjoyed the show he was being privileged to.She walked back to the booth and slid the table out of the way and sunk back in to the seat. She sat forward and motioned him with her finger to come closer. He stopped, slid his chair closer to her and continued playing the song. She stretched her body out sliding a foot along the floor between his legs, her hands. Can you believe I found her through yelp? I thought you'd find that funny.So, according to Doctor Bellingham, I am suffering from a perfect storm of circumstances. Our relationship being where it is – more on that in a moment – being away from home without you for the first time, being over stressed and tired from working too hard and taking on too much too fast, seeing the whole experience as something 'outside' our life together.I am told by the Doctor that this is somewhat common. Apparently. What blessing did we receive that year that was obvious, and what blessing did we receive that was hidden.I asked him about that once. He told me that often the greatest blessings were the ones hidden behind great pain.“Growth is painful,” he stated, “Learning how to be the best version of you will mean having things you believe to be true proven a lie. That feeling of having your identity ripped away from you is intensely painful. Never hate suffering that forces you to grow,”And then he.