I was not even hard anymore, looking at her, helpless self, staring at me like Im some kind of animal. Please Julie Im sorry. Dont look at me like tha.... I just lost my control for a second, I would never hurt you. I apologized to her best as I can. I started to walk toward her. She took a step back with fear in her eyes. I dropped to knees in front of her so I can look in to her eyes. Im sorry Julie I would never hurt you. Please… forgive me for losing my temper. I felt like shit. I nearly. Her father had died a few years ago and dad was looked on as a surrogate. As soon as she entered the room I saw a different glow about her. Everybody had a glow and I realised now that this was much more important than I had thought before. Mother and father could not see this energy and it must be something special. I felt drawn to this girl for some reason but tried to keep my distance.She ran to my mother and said, "Hello Momma. I missed you a lot." She gave a careful hug and put her hand on. The men all walked around to the back of the pool, and started taking measurements and what not, and I went to lay down on one of the patio recliners sitting by the water. I was already completely dry and the sun was quite warm beating down on my smooth white skin. I turned over to lie on my stomach, and undid the back of my top to avoid tan lines. I opened my eyes for a moment, and noticed a couple of the men gawking in my direction, and talking back and forth. I dismissed it, and lay there. "Going to read my future?" Kat teased.Arianna chuckled."Oh, child, if I could predict the future, I'd predict my own first. Can I ask you something?" I guess," Kat replied, startled."Your mother, was she a healer also?" No." Kat said flatly as she looked down at the paper in front of her."I hate to pry, Katrina, but it seems to me that you and your mother have a strained relationship?"Kat didn't reply at first — pulling back on her hand — she rose and walked over to the windows."Strained.