"Uh... should I put in ten bucks too?" Candace shook her heard and spoke intelligently but naughty. "You need to think that through there Mister. If...you put in money it's like you're paying us for sex, which would make us hookers, and that's very very insulting to us because we're not hookers now are we?" "Uh, no." She smiled, "Good. Just put you arms up here on the edge." She pressed me against the pool wall and raised my arm up so it rested on the edge, I put the other one up. "And enjoy. " I told Pat. "She's going to make her pay for leaving and so far she hasn't let up." It's still early, Mark. How is Jo reacting to her?" She doesn't seem to be perturbed by it surprisingly. I don't know if she's decided to ignore her attitude or what." Well, give Lindsay some time. It sounds like she's fine around home and at school. Am I right?" Yes. I can't see any difference so far. Pete's keeping an eye out for her too. He's aware of the tension between them." I revealed."What about you.. On the other hand, spending the holidays all alone in a big city that was still strange wasn't very appealing either. To make things worse, I was horny again. I wasn't any virgin by any stretch of the imagination when I met Randy at the Freshman Meet and Greet mixer but I had never gone all the way with any of the guys I dated while in high school. I was one of the school's real hotties but I had never let any of the boys' go all the way with me. Why? I really don't know to be totally honest. To us, to me! Thirty-nine years gone ... poof! ... in a puff of smoke.“I’m pretty sure that some of it was real, maybe the first 10 or 20 years. When exactly did you fall out of love with me?”“I’ve never fallen out of love with you, Andy,” she replied softly. “I love you more than anything right now, but I’ve hurt you beyond belief ... and I don’t know what I can do to make that pain go away.”“You might think you still love me, and maybe you still do somewhat, but it’s not with the same.