Quietly affirming a special love. In some ways it was a meditation. At the end we stood and hugged. We were merging. We held it for about five minutes... We were sending love. It was not nearly as strong as with Barbara and I but it was definitely happening. This time the list included a male. Ron was receiving love too. Afterwards Jan said: ‘I feel like there was only one of us.’ I shared the feeling. Jan asked a favor: ‘Can Ron and I spend the night here at 3i?’ I said: ‘Yes. When?’ Jan said:. Grass and weeds had grown through its foundation and vines twined their way around half-standing walls. All at once, I felt a hush and a pause as I surveyed the scene. Something about those ruined abbeys and castles held for me a beautiful mysticism that swept through my whole body. I turned to face my husband. God he looked amazing. His brown hair flowed around his shoulders in the breeze and his large brown eyes scanned the horizon.I took out the canteen and drank long and deep, passing it to. ..... ,Nash wake up Jully is calling u" Tom said. I lazily stood and proceeded to the door to hear what she was saying. on reaching she told me to come she wanted me to help her with some thing she was doing. "would you please come help me move the couch?" said Jully. "Yea but cant it wait till morning?" i asked. "no it can't...........pleeaaase come help me it wont take much of your sleeping time..........and oh yes i would pay you for the inconvenience" i gave in and followed her to her room.. He thought it looked like she was beginning to doze off.When he returned to the kitchen about fifteen minutes later to pour himself a cup from the fresh pot of coffee, he again glanced out to check on Kat and found that Dusty had moved, now lying on his belly between her legs. As Robbie watched, he saw Dusty's long tongue reach out and lap up through the crease between Kat's legs, but the dog appeared to be... aware, somehow, and was being very gentle, licking deliberately, unhurried, as Kat.