.. I needed to come clean about my five year long infatuation. I slowly, and shakily, made the walk up to the room across from mine. My stomach was in...knots as I nervously tapped on her door. A quivering “Come in.” wafted through the heavy wooden pannel and I, just as nervously, entered. Lauren was sitting on the edge of her bed, hugging the giant teddy bear that I had won at the state fair for her a couple of years back, and the look on her face had gone from one of shock to sadness.“Don't be. Every once and a while he would tellme to stop and let him cool off. I needed a few rest stops my self. Formost of the time we were in a state of sexual equilibrium, highly excited,but not teetering on the edge of a climax."Did it bother you to have my cock up your ass?" Billy asked. "Did youthink you were passive, being used?" I thought it might, but it didn't." I said. "Oddly, I felt more masculine,rather than feminine or passive. All that active, passive shit may be justthat." It seems to me. ”“I want to go home.”“I don’t know, I have to ask the Doctor.”She was a village lady. She didn’t like to come to hospital or show doctors in usual. But this was a serious case and she needed some exceptional attention and treatment.She said, “You are so smart and good boy. I am so lucky to get you as my son, Binu.”I said, “I’m also lucky to get such a mother like you.”“Can you please give me the bedpan ? It is just below the bed. I need to do some urination.”I bowed down and brought the plastic. My hands ran over her body. I did not know what came over me and I could not stop myself. In the staff room we played with each other’s bodies. Thank God, the school was empty. I called the peon and told him that no one should disturb me as I was teaching a student.Jhanvi was expert in lovemaking. She kissed me all over my boobs, my neckline and my lips, sucking my tongue into her lovely mouth. She kept repeating ” Madam, you are soo sexy! Have you ever made love to a woman?” I had never done.