My concern now is for Sheila. She is deprived mom though she is not telling it loud”.I had a very long thought before having this conversation with ...om but the only thing that disturbs me is whether she will be agreeable for the bomb that I am going to propose. I have two parties to convince, Mommy and Sheila, both equally difficult.After a long silence, with a shaky voice I told mom “Mom, can I ask you something? Something you need to only do if you are totally comfortable and agree. I don't know why, but I keep finding you harder and harder to resist each day for some reason," smiled Ariel as she gave Nathan another deep kiss."Lets head out and see what's new around us," said Nathan now smiling also."First thing we need to do is get me some different clothes. Most of what I owned was designed and cut to be worn by the Sisters as a noticeable uniform and we shouldn't take the chance that someone might recognize you and my former clothing and put two and two together,". We needed to talk too, but I just wasn't sure how to go about it, or even what I'd say to him. He was pregnant with my baby though; I couldn't change that, just like I couldn't ignore it."I got your message," Ron said with a hesitant smile."Come on up," I told him and I was in the hay loft, our 'secret place' as I'd called it in the note I'd slipped under his door. It had seemed easier that way. But I was kind of a coward too."Okay," he nodded, climbing up the ladder. "Where's Dana?" She went. "'Ere's to a great night," said Michelle raising her bottle."To Saturday night," said Tracy and clinked her bottle with Michelle's,"Come on, then, Michelle, or we'll be late meeting Lorna. Your publicawaits!"Michelle and Tracy downed their drinks, finished the spliff, put ontheir jackets, grabbed their handbags, went out and caught the bus.Tracy was a little nervous at first - here was Philip in the body of agirl and not just any girl but Michelle who was dressed to the nines ona Saturday.