’ Pretending she hadn’t heard him, she gave him a pensive look. ‘When you first saw my naked body in front of you forty years ago, what was goin... through your mind?’ ‘All I wanted to do was suck your tits dry and then fuck your brains out.’ ‘So, sweetheart, what are you thinking now?’ Tipping her head to the side, hands on her hips, she winked. ‘It looks as if I did a pretty damn good job.’ Martha ignored him, instead going back into the bedroom to find a costume for the Halloween party. Roy. She said its all good and she wanted to know. I told her I love to control and dominate women in bed, I said I enjoy extreme control. She got so interested and kept asking me tell me more details etc, so I said I will love to call you names like slut, bitch, whore etc, have you on a collar and leash, cum on you, piss on you and control your orgasm.She said she wanted all that except for the piss, I said I am not into uncosented things and I won't do it unless she enjoys. I told her it will be. That would be the first hurdle to overcome; allowing our bodies to be usedfor the money we would receive would be the real test of our determination.After all the women had gone relaxing with our drinks Fiad said I know we haveseen them before but that was only a taste. I was both shocked and pleasedwhen he said he had instructed Erica that each girl was to return and stripfor us so I could choose which of them I wanted. I meant it when I said youwould see a selection of women and the thought. So I guess it shouldn't be a surprise that I started to think about thatbridge, not as a way across the river, but as a way out of life.But I decided that if I was going to go out, I wanted to do it in style,as a girl.So I started figuring out how I could manage it.I started going to bridal shops and formal wear places, only to realizesuch an outfit was far beyond my means.Then I tried a costume shop, only to find out that with such an outfitrequired either a large cash deposit, or more often,.