And it's not that I want her to suffer. I want to end hersuffering, but I can't. She is so very fragile and vulnerable, and itbreaks my heart to see h...r sad. It would be easier if I could truly hateher, but I can't. I love her with every fiber of my heart. But I don'ttreat her like I love her. I keep her locked away, out of sight, in thedark. Where no one can see her, and no one can hurt her, but she can'treally live like this. She wants to feel the sun on her skin, and shareher smile and. They lay there, their arms around each other. “Oh Lisa I really needed that. It has been so long since I hugged another woman” sighed Ellen. She went on to outline how she had experienced lesbian love in high school and then when she began working. How she met and married Barry but still dabbled but had lost contact with female lovers over the years. “How long have you been bi honey” Ellen asked. Lisa smiled “since last night” she replied, much to Ellen’s surprise. “Oh wow. You are a fast. "Its a small hole, but it can certainly pleasure your johnson," she chuckled. "Were you thinking of me, or watching porn?" "Yes, I was thinking of you." Then her palms touched down onto my upper legs. "Good, what was I doing? Giving you a hand job, blow job, or were you pounding me?" "No, I was just making sweet love to you, while kissing you." "Oh, that's sweet. A few hours ago, I told you right on that computer, that I loved you, and I meant it. You told me you loved me too. Call me crazy,. They all skipped breakfast and opted for a light lunch instead before they left for Philadelphia. Joey drove Deirdre home. He briefly came in with Deirdre, but neither Maureen nor Karen were at home, and Deirdre needed a nap in the worst way. They kissed once more before Joey left.At home, he put last night's clothes into the washer and put his tuxedo on a hanger. He prepared some food, but he did not eat much. Tess returned around four o' clock, and she demanded a full account of the evening.