I know becauseI made you feel that way. But it feels real, doesn't it? Don't you justwant me to break you in front of everyone, to ruin you just so yo... cancome again?"***She was mad. She was quite obviously out of her fucking tree. He knewthat, but it didn't help anything. And as she sat next to him, tellinghim how he was going to beg her to treat him like shit, she still hadthe sweetest smile on her face, like she wasn't screwing his life overin ways that weren't even possible. But what she. Maybe I should be protected ... But ... my God, why is this all so hard?"Gina rubbed her wrists, kissing her fingers."It doesn't have to be hard," she answered. "Let it all go, darling. No need to make things difficult. Just trust me. Be mine. Let me tell them you are mine!"Alicia never answered, but she also didn't refuse to go when Gina took her over to the Club the next evening. Gina had rented the Salon to throw a party. It was an all-female thing of course, with lots of wine and music. The. "Will, what I felt as I searched through your Spirit back then was his life just lost its purpose. I definitely felt the excruciating pain he went through because of the loss of his sibling; his older sister."As Soon Lee explained what she'd been able to discern from her explorations, the sadness Peter had experienced ran directly through me. It was his part of my Spirit's memories I felt and that passed on directly to my friends.Then something strange happened.From within me I heard, "Will .... I thought it important to say a few words about this to my fellow spectators."It isn't just the physical discomforts", I said. "If the children can begin to appreciate", I said, "just how punitive it is for these prisoners to be forced to expose their private parts in a public setting perhaps they will then begin to understand Capitallian social values. Sometimes people have to lose something — in this case the right to modesty — in order to appreciate just how precious it is."Soon a cheer was.