Since the first time I laid eyes on you.’ Her voice was soft and sentimental. ‘What does it mean?’ ‘What do you want it to mean?’ That gave ...e pause. I realized that I really didn’t know. ‘I’m not sure.’ ‘That’s ok,’ she said stroking my hair reassuringly. ‘I’m not sure either. I do know that I don’t want to own you or control you. I just want to hold you, and have you hold me. No strings. Do you want more than that?’ ‘I- I don’t think so. But, damn girl. It’s so hard for me to think when. ” She turned the last lamp off completely and plunged the lounge into pitch black though I could hear her moving. She,d already removed her shoes, but I could hear her moving, unclipping her Lacey sheer bra then her passion killer tights she sometimes wore even though I preferred her in stockings and suspenders, then finally the rustle I took to be her knickers. “Close your eyes?” She now ordered as she switched on a lamp. “You can open them now!” She now stood six feet in front of me as naked. Debbie says NO STOP we love each other we can fix this. Paul says well I loved you until the other night when I found out you betrayed me and there was someone else you loved more than me and gave them your hymen, and made it impossible for me to be a man for you, look I need to get to sleep, I can’t party all day and all night like you. Debbie goes into the bedroom changes for bed walks out to go pee and hears Paul crying in the dark. She has never herd him cry before even when he broke his. I said my goodbyes and anxiously headed straight home. For the entire ride, I envisioned many different scenarios that could play out when I arrived.Upon arriving, I pulled my vehicle into the garage and closed the door. When I entered the house, I could detect her presence by the soft smelling seductive fragrance she was wearing. "Come downstairs, I can't wait to see you," she called.I only have an old futon in my rec room, and I was puzzled as to why she would be waiting for me there. I was.