I lay frozen there in my own bed. I kept my eyes and my mouth closed.Her hand was now moving all over my belly in circular motions. I glanced with one...eye to see if she was awake. Her eyes were shut. Maybe she was asleep. Maybe she had no idea of what she was doing. Now what do I do?I gasped a little as I felt her hand slide over my breasts. Surely she was awake and knew what she was doing. I listened. Her breathing sounded the same as before. My breathing was a little deeper now. Still I did. I still had three dies for it so we could grind fine, medium, and coarse. We went with medium for the sausage and it turned out great. Because of the amount of work and everything, we ground up the meat once we got the animal butchered, added spices and then bagged the meat and froze it. When we wanted sausage, we would thaw out the bags and then make patties and fry it up. Believe me that was some very good sausage.I got our hunters and protectors together and headed out for the plateau.. 2 times a week we used to go to swimming pool and would verbally and physically tease me. It was just partof fun for me. Then andy resigned and went back to philipines and left jawad rthar gloomy. Without sex he grew quite grumpy.One day we were talking and h asked me“Yaar apni gand to dikha”“Salay nazar aa to rehee he” I frowned“Mera matlab he nangi ker ke” he said“Pagal hua he kya..” I barked“Yar dikhane se kya ho ga ” he said“Kya kerega dekh k? ” I asked“Raat ko muth marunga soch k, ab to. "You are." No I'm not." Yes you..."I didn't get to finish, because she kissed me.The brain produces a substance called dopamine to control various functions within it. Say, for instance, your body tells the brain you need water. The brain sends a signal to the area that controls thirst and a little squirt of dopamine is released. Presto, you feel thirsty. Then, when you drink, the dopamine stops being produced, and that feeling no longer takes precedence over everything else. But sometimes.