We surfed the net and saw naked men. But that was only pictures. We also saw men and women doing it. All of us wondered what it would feel like. One g...rl, Sandy said she saw the real thing. "No way," I said. "How could you see the real thing?" I saw my daddy's once." she said, and we all wanted to know how."He was in the bath room shaving. I went into their room to get a hair brush and the bathroom door was open a little. When I looked in he was naked. He just finished his shower and was. As the school year ended I also got a part-time job for the summer as relief staff counselor for a large local Mental Health Non-Profit Network using my secondary career, counseling that I was forced into when being a teacher looked impossible. We also had recently closed on a run-down house north of nearby Whitby. We talked for half an hour until my phone battery was about to die.I finally interrupted my wife and Georgia saying, “Georgia, my phone battery is about to die. We were about to go. The immune system may be compromised, a heart condition exacerbated. Couple overwhelming grief with a physical weakness and suddenly ‘dying of grief’ doesn’t seem like a cheesy plot from a Hollywood release anymore. Perhaps it’s truly the side effects of grief and not the grief itself that kill, but the root cause and end result are the same. Heartbreak was what had killed Jahn’s father, no matter what medical mumbo jumbo and ‘real’ diagnosis the doctors gave. Both his sons knew this, it stood. Before we were through kissing Bonnie was on my chest laying flat against me. “You are a good kisser” I said and “ you're also pretty”. Again we went back to kissing as she laid on top of me , feeling her hair on my face and her tiny body on top of me I was starting to get a hard on. Of course what young guy wouldn't if they were kissing a pretty girl with so much passion. I don’t know if she felt my hard on pressing against her pussy or not but we kissed for an awful long time. She finally.