.. intense? Kinky? Wrong? Hot? I really can't describe how it felt. It just felt different this time. There's that. I'm writing this down to get if of... my chest, because it's been bugging me ever since it happened. I don't really know how to put it into words or where to start. It's so difficult, but I'll have to give you some explanation, I suppose. I never told anyone, not even you. Out of fear someone might read you? But this is ridiculous. Neither my parents nor Larissa know that you even. This is my first storybook. Hope you enjoy.Chapter – 1– The Journey Begins – Turning 19– Dream or Reality – Losing Virginity– Masturbation – Not Enough– First Kiss – Missionary PositionPRESENT DAYNovember 16th, 2019: Today is my 29th birthday. My first normal birthday in the last 10 years. My husband recently left for UAE, It’s his first job in a foreign country. We are both excited for his new job opportunity as our life was going to change As we all know there is a sacrifice for everything. ”When I was done, I walked over.He was very cordial and showed me all around the place. I was quite impressed that for a small city, they’d have such a thriving business like this.He said, “Let’s go to my office.”He sat behind his desk and I sat on a chair in front of him.“Well, Earl, you have a very impressive business here. Who do I have to jerk off to get a job here?”He said, “That would be me. Close the door and lock it.”By the time I did that and turned around, he’d already stood up, undid. " Yes. I hated it. We had a bunch of perverts on the staff." I heard about them." It's a much happier place now." Yeah, it's all right. At least they feed you regularly." Didn't your parents?" Only if my mum had some money. She had a cleaning job and she'd buy food when she got paid before my dad could pinch it off her. She tried to make the food last all week but my dad wouldn't listen to her and if he wanted to eat something he'd just eat it and belt her one if she tried to stop him." Ugh!".