"As I looked across the table at her I was thinking of how we had gotten to this point in our life.I met Marsha at my sister's eighteenth birthday par...y. My parents were pretty open minded and regardless of the local liquor laws they had allowed us to have wine with dinner and when I turned eighteen I was allowed to drink beer in the house. They gave the same freedom to my sister Gail and anyone at her party who was eighteen or older. The only provision was that if you had a beer, even just. “No wonder you guys feel powerful.,” she said holding it in her hand. “I think you’ll find it quite liberating,” I said quietly. She nodded walking towards me. “I told you once if I had a dick I’d be playing with it all the time,” she said with a grin. “Well now, you can.” I smiled as she laughed gently. “I don’t know where to start. I feel like I’ve got a dozen different desserts!” We move d over to the couch and sat down and began to make out. Of course, it wasn’t long before we moved to. “You forget, I’ve read ALL of your chats. I think you should go to your room before I do something you’ll regret.”“D ... Don’t you mean that we’ll both regret?”“I know what I meant. Just go.”I hesitated just a moment, then made my way to the guestroom.I sat on the bed with my head in my hands. What was I going to do? I loved Sally, I really did, and didn’t want to lose her, but what I had, or was that used to have, with Lucy was something special. I truly believed that we were soulmates.I tried. I played sick and it was bought hook, line and sinker by everyone. The waiting truly was the hardest part. Hours passed and still nothing. I started thinking about the fact that it could be her day off. If that was true then what a fucking waste of a day. I felt completely stupid waiting for someone that I was sure was not even going to stop by. I sat on my bed and once again began to pleasure myself thinking about her lovely legs. My pants and underwear came off as I sat there polishing my.