. I was confused.. I asked her why, she said she was very happy with me & she was ready to give herself to me & she was ready to take the pain as she ...new she would not feel the same ever again.. I looked into eyes & we got into a passionate kiss.. she broke the kiss & adjusted herself under me.. she was bending forward to see how it looked while I entered her..I spread her legs, moved my finger on her wet pussy, took her pussy juice from her pussy & applied on my dick.. moved closer & started. In response I ran my hand up her thigh and found her juicy pussy all warm and wet. She moaned as I put my two fingers in and moved them around. I could feel her pee hole and rubbed it gently making her sigh with ecstasy. I kept my fingers inside her and gently caressed her clit which responded by getting firmer and larger. Moaning she started to wank my by now very hard cock. I could feel her beginning to tighten round my fingers so slipped another one in. I could feel her starting to thrust. Most older guys where not rough with me and were just happy with putting their dicks in my soft mouth. I always thought it was more like making love to most of my clients. I emailed 'Master' about 45 minutes. He seemed very interesting and nice by his emails. He sent me a question asking me if he could ask me a serious/honest question. And I said sure... 'Master' asked me if I had a r@p# fantasy. I was shocked! Sick! Sick bastard he was one of them. I wasn't going to email him anymore and. She too was very excited in having sex with me after marriage and also reacted with the same feelings which I was hiding inside. My dick was already ereted and she was able to feel the heat of my dick. I asked her whether she’s comfortable of having sex with me or not but she was more excited than me like how she behaved at our first sex.My action has began. I slowly started kissing her neck and by pressing her boobs and then slowly started pressing her waist. She was reacting to my behaviour.