"It's good to get out of the studio," I say, trying to act all cooland chill when inside I'm dancing. I want to join Aim?e on stage, grabher and start...bouncing up and down. We've made it. We're real actors."What do you think Ellen?" Scott asks me. "I know it's not the biggeststage you'll have played in your career, but still..." He winks at me.Bastard.I'd left their apartment well after midnight, sad to leave the warmthof their bed but resigned to the fact that I needed to change. I truly do... but it scares the hell out of me to be doing this.-Dont you want it? Dont you want me to slide inside of you...isnt that what you wished for?Just hearing him talk like this...what is he doing to my body... I can no longer seem to gain control over it. Hey...what?!?! I wished for it? I look at him inquiring silently about what he meant. He laughs.-What you dont think I know you want it?My cheeks flush...what is he talking about? What does he know about it? -You're talking about the. "Now stopprocrastinating and put it on me."Chastity unzipped Dana's dress with a precision born of repetition,picked it up as Dana stepped out of it and folded it neatly. There wereno panties and Dana was obviously wet, so there had evidently been someforeplay before I arrived.Dana held the small end of the strap-on, the end that would fit insideof her toward Chastity. "Get it nice and warm for me."Chastity's cheeks sunk in as she swallowed the small end of the strap-on. The other end stood out. I was wondering if it might be time to replace it with something with a bigger sound to it,” I asked. “Especially, if we are playing for such an auspicious event.”“How much are we talking about, Michael?” he asked, as I heard my mother giggling to whatever it was he was doing.“April is getting her sister Mary to possibly join us, and I need a bigger sound to accompany both of them. The bottom of the line full-size keyboard is about $280 and top o’the line can be $1,000 or possibly more.”“Are.