I am halfway through drinking the water in the jug and I can see that the bag that is flowing into my ass is only about half empty as well. I can see...from the clock on the wall that I have been tied to the table for an hour, the nozzle in my ass is becoming more and more uncomfortable as the pressure from the water is building behind it. I try to keep my mind on other things, but am unable to think of anything other than the dinner party and what pain will be in store for me. My Master is. I snuck in through the window. I stayed as long as I could, whenever I could. No one knows, not even Giles. Not even Willow, and she knows how I feel about you." Buffy's eyes were glistening as well."You... you visited?" Yes." I... I remember... a voice. I think it was... reading... something?"Buffy held up a book. "Goodnight Moon. My mom used to read it to me when I was sick. Thought I'd do the same for you." You read a book to me?" Over and over and over. It made it feel like you were. He told me once that he wanted a girl bound with chains in a tight corset and tall leather boots just waiting for him. Would be really do that, was that what he was planning for me… I was dying to ask him. Would I let him? That was an easy answer, I would. I have given myself to him and I would do whatever he wanted. I took a deep breath and opened my desk drawer revealing a medium sized black box with a red ribbon around it and an envelope lying on top. I looked around to see if anyone was. I never thought to much of it as I had mentioned things like that to her before and she always said “yah right” or “whatever” and nothing more was ever said. Our friend moved into our campsite a couple of days later as his friends had left and he was all alone. We spent the day at the beach as well as having a few drinks. We had supper and were sitting around the fire. It had been a long day and I was tired so I said I was going to bed. I was exhausted and fell asleep right away. I’m not.