My surrounding didn't make me happy likethe rest. In fact, it had just the opposite effect. I found myself lamentingmy breakups with Angela and Amy.... I remembered why the breakups hadhurt me so badly. In each case, I had looked forward to settling down. I looked forward to having a wife and kids, being a father, and having thefamily that I never had. Seeing all of the happy families around me onlyserved to remind me of what I could never have.I tried to put on a brave face, and it worked .. I guess it was around 1 am when I got back from the toilet and couldn't find Jona anywhere. We discussed this possibility before we left and I made sure to have a note in my pocket with his address so I could always get a taxi home. I ordered another beer and got in a nice conversation with some locals. Starting to feel a bit lightheaded from the alcohol, I decided to go outside for a while to cool off and get some fresh air. Outside it was very cold and snowing heavily. I started walking down. We had hung out a little while in school having lunch together. He even visited my apartment a couple of time. I walked over to the bathroom door and gently knocked. Reggie answered from behind door.“I need to get going”. I said as I began tightening my tie. He opened the door slightly sticking out his head out. “I’m almost finish man” He smiled. I walked back into the living room. Constantly watching the clock, my shift was to begin shortly and I was worrying I would be late. Reggie. Dont get me wrong, the shows I watch are definitely important to me, but my horny needs are much more important than True Blood. The curves and hardness of my remote just make me feel a lot better than any vampire show can! In fact, Im looking for the electronic now. So far, my blankets are tossed on the ground, art supplies are spilling off my desk, and my furniture has been completely moved around. Great isnt it? I can not stand messes, but Ill worry about that after I get my aching pussy.