" Just don't let me embarrass myself." I'll do my best.... Mrs. Dawson, it might be a little late, but I willbring your lovely daughter straight home ...rom the wedding." Thank you Jake. Would you mind if I took a couple of pictures of you twotogether?"I gave my mother a pursed look, but I stood next to Jake for about 4 or 5photos."Mrs. Dawson, if it would not be too much trouble could you email acouple of them to me. I will write down my email." No problem Jake. Make sure you show them to your. Same thing happened to my ancestor but at least the Enkland Royal Navy had more sense than this lot and he came out of that war as a full commander with DSC and bar. Still couldn't get command, though, in civvy street. Wouldn't be surprised if you were tainted with the "Titan" curse." No, there's another reason the Navy got rid of us but it didn't involve the crew. That was sheer bloodymindedness. So, we are all stuck with one another and looking for something to do with ourselves. Been. “Very nice thank you, were the girls good?” she responded. “Very good” I replied. Both girls had walked into the room, they smiled politely said “Goood morning” turned and left the room. “Were going over to Michelle’s house” they both shouted as they left. “So how do I thank you for being such a good sitter?” Ann asked. I again looked at her cleavage which had reappeared with her dropping her hands down to the floor. “Err could I?” I didn’t have to finish what I was about to say as Ann asked. I guess I was too proud to seek another chance to connect with my family. My weakness came down on you dearly and for that I am sorry. I was older and wiser, I should have done something to bring us together, even if as ex-family. I cried that Saturday after all of you left. I cried because I was still too proud to let you guys know how much pain I was in. I cried because I was helpless in front of this tumor. I cried because when my children gave me a chance, god took away any chance of a life.