I began to put my hands all over his strong body. My emotions were totally confused. I was enjoying being kissed and hugged but, guilty for feeling li...e I was totally gay. He sensed this and told me to relax that he wouldn't hurt me. I relaxed a bit and felt strangely protected. On the screen there was a crossdresser giving a guy a blowjob. He pointed at it and said that I should try that. I said that I wasn't into it. He said that if I tried it I would be and that all sissies loved sucking. She sucked me off while she ran her hands and fingernails over my ass through the material. For some reason, knowing I was wearing her panties made it more exciting. I held tight to her shoulders when I came. Steph squeezed my butt and swallowed.She gave me a last lick and pulled the panties back up, letting them snap against my belly. "You can keep those," she said. "Happy birthday. Leave them on today." I was eleven. I didn't know anything about transvestites, or homosexuals -- this was 1960,. Lokanathan used to travel a lot as he was salesman. Our landlord was an old lady who could hardly move about. I was very friendly with her too. Once when Mr. Lokanathan had gone for his usual trips, there was no light in the night. It was quiet hot. I was walking outside my room only in my Bermudas. I saw Needhi using her pallu to get some breeze. I told her to come outside and sit with me so that we can talk and get fresh air also. Needhi was short built with small tits, I think it has been. She always made me buy such chaste and sensible things when all I wanted was lace and slutty underwear."Can't I just have your credit card and go with Tori?" I asked him."You've got to be k**ding? After the prom dress incident?" he looked at me as though I was insane. I'd been given dad's credit card to go shopping for a prom dress and I'd spent three times as much as I was allowed and my mom had almost had a heart attack when she saw how revealing it was. She'd taken out her needle and thread.