. enjoying the show folks" he said, addressing all of us."We always do... we just love it" Cilla replied in her usual enthusiastic way.His eyes raked ...ver Cilla and my body. "We can always do with an extra couple of dancer's ladies... wouldn't be interested would you?"Before I could answer Cilla quickly responded. "Sure we would... we'd love to be starters... wouldn't we Laura"I took a look at the girl shaking and wiggling her ass. "No... no I wouldn't Cilla... I just don't think I could do. . of her image." I know she is," I said. "I promise that we won't make any moves without her approval. Maybe I can find a few minutes tonight to talk to her before you head out."Jill gave a nod that didn't signal a commitment. It was just that she was starting to understand the situation from my point of view."Let's let her enjoy the rest of her night," she suggested. "Tomorrow is soon enough to toss a wet blanket on things." Yeah, except this isn't something we should discuss over the phone,". But after five years, Shashi himself started to comment sarcastically for me not conceiving. His parents and sister were prompting him.Even they sued to ask me why I had not conceived. I once consulted a lab who advised me to store his semen for their collection and testing. So, one night I carefully, just after he finished, collected those few drops of his semen in a small bottle. I stored it in the freezer as told by the pathologist.Next day, after Shashi left for the office, I called them. Griffith sat in her seat looking at the iron and brick fence. ‘So Mrs. Griffith, what is your plan of attack?’ ‘I guess I should try the intercom?’ She seemed to make it a question. ‘Sounds like as good a beginning as any,’ I suggested. It wasn’t exactly a blast of cold air that entered the Sammie. It was more a sudden drop in the temperature. She quickly slipped back into the coat then out the door. I watched her in the headlights as she pushed the button. I watched as she shifted her feet.