I handed it to the Queen. She studied it for a moment then spoke."A dozen eggs. A gallon of milk. Three onions. A pound of butter. How is this sex fan...asy?" She asked, somewhat perplexed."Oh, I'm sorry. Wrong paper." I said somewhat apologetically.It took the grocery list back and reached into my pocket again and produced the copy of 'Lost Tribe'. I handed it to the Queen. She studied it intently for several minutes and then spoke."Very impressive. I see you really are a sex fantasy writer.". It would only delay the evil moment and would cause a great deal of embarrassment and hurt. So I watched, tense but silent, heart thumping and desperate to suppress the tickle in my throat that demanded I cough.Pam had her arms around his neck and despite his wriggles would not let him go. He ventured further, caressing her breasts, and then fumbling over the buttons of her shirt. As they broke another kiss he said, Drop your arms, just for a mo, and when she did so he eased away her shirt and. My heart went out to her, especially when I found out how she had lost both of her kids.I felt uncomfortable with the thought that I would be living in a house so close to a man. He seemed nice but it was still too close in time to what had happened out at the lake — and the shock of finding myself pregnant.I didn't want to keep living in Bend. Everyone would see me pregnant and they would start asking questions that I didn't want to answer. When Grandma Pearl called my mom I was at first. He takes every opportunity he gets to look at your ass when you walk away, to look down your blouse, to get a glimpse of your panties." Seriously? He looks at me like that?" All the time." Wow. That's kind of weird." I um ... I think it's pretty hot," Alan said sheepishly."Alan! What does that mean? What gets you hot?" I don't know. I just kind of get a kick out of him noticing that you're an attractive woman." I'm his mother, you idiot!" I'm aware of that. But, I can't help it. It ... it kind.