"He returned to his TV.I dressed feeling perplexed. That was it? He didn't fuck me not that I wanted him to. All I did was hang on his wall like a pie...e of art. Yes, I was naked but he didn't seem to care. It was like it was unimportant to him.After my shower tonight, I shaved off my pubic hair. I nicked myself a couple of times. Ow! It looked so weird when I was finished. It was like I was a little girl again.I dreamt that I was hanging by my arms over a dark pit. I didn't know what was down. Again, she was shaking her head slowly. ‘I lost the child in the second trimester. A miscarriage. I was almost grateful it happened except that it had ended a new life. I was staying with an old school friend in Calgary who had taken me in. She was a life-saver. I was borderline suicidal for a while. Eventually, I got a job at a women’s clothing store in a mall and that led to getting an apartment for myself.’ ‘I threw myself into the job and that helped fill the days. After a while, I was. But her breathing was becoming irregular.i then told her -sanya i want you. I want to make love to you( i never say fuck or screw to a female-sex is a passion for me).She said what about your wife.i told her you know she is more int. In money. She said nothing.slowly my hands moved on her breasts.they were so soft almost like jelly.it was heaven.she gasped.i then made her stand with her back to me. I started pressing her tits while i rubbed my cock against the crack of her ass.her dress was. She said it's something everypretty girl has to get used to. "There are so many things I want to buy for you, Carrie," shetold me. "I think you should have some pretty things that will beyour very own, like shoes and lingerie and so many other things. Notthat I mind you wearing mine, but I think every girl should have herown very special feminine things. You'll see. I know you'll lovebeing a young woman as much as I did when I was your age. It's somuch more fun than being a boy." "You're.