”“Succubi are powerful creatures and Xaal is no different. Your fear is rational, especially considering you are putting your life and safety into...my hands and we are still only counting how long we’ve known each other in hours. Being afraid of the things you should be afraid of isn’t a weakness, it’s survival. What would have concerned me is if your fear became irrational and say ... you were terrified of Kat here, not because she threatened you in any way but just because she isn’t. Two years in the darkness of space and four years of total crop failures had changed their perspective on life. The life of one person– or even the lives of the majority of the colony– had a different meaning now. Survival of any life on this planet was at stake.The purpose of tonight’s meeting was to discuss the necessity of implementing Contingency Plan Gamma X to add to the available survival time for the colony. Gamma X was a plan of last resort which called for the introduction of a virus. Bethany and Elyse were right - I was feeling much more relaxed and a lot less stressed, though I did feel a touch of guilt that I couldn’t be with Bethany, even though she’d told me it was OK.After dinner, I opted for a sauna, since I hadn’t been in there for a few weeks. It was the weekend, so the weekend rules applied. Charlie, George, Sofia, Kara, Elyse, Bert, Jake, Dave, Julia, Jorge, and surprisingly, Wen, joined me. I raised the issue of the empty room in the fall, and asked Charlie if. I realize I’m hot as hell from the looks all the men are giving me. I finally get to a poker table and order a drink. I’m not a big drinker and I get tipsy real easy. I try to play some but my skirt barely covers my thong and I keep pulling my skirt to get it lower. So I’m doing really bad at poker and this really big black man sits next to me and strikes up a conversation. We get to laughing about how bad I am at poker He says him and his friends come over once a month from mobile and stay the.