He has been recalled to 'Plans' and it is his whisper to me that leads me to seek you out. Seems that if hostilities expand, I am to place my BC squad...on at your command. Evan was very careful when he said that and very specific. But I could not get an explanation and yesterday I receive sealed orders to be opened in the event of an escalation of the war. I feel like a starving mushroom, I haven't even been fed the bullshit. I dislike operating in a vacuum and I've no doubt you have the same. Or we’d be telling each other lies. Or we’d be confused. Would you make love with me if I was in a serious relationship with someone else?”“Are you?”“Think about what I’ve told you.”“Jennifer. I thought it was Birgit.”“It’s both, really. Dealing with the Birgit situation is actually easier. I could be in a long-term monogamous relationship with someone while I still was in love with Birgit. She and I expect to be together some day, but we both know the difficulties. We also both know that if we. I knew Sara liked to fantasize about being a horny slut if she was in the mood. Sometimes she would talk dirty, urging me to fuck her slutty cunt and use her like a whore, which is what she thoroughly deserved. This would usually get her off in quite spectacular fashion. Otherwise love making tended to be of the more functional variety, like her choice in underwear most of the time. I thought it was a bit of a shame as she was a very pretty girl with a fine figure. All the better to enhance it. My goal was at a larger scale in my mind anyhow: To become good and confident enough to reveal my talents some day to Kristen. Kinda show off a little. I knew it was a farfetched dream, but it kept me going. It seemed that girls loved the sound of a piano, so this seemed perfect for me. I could see in Miss Trody’s eyes that I could strike a chord from time to time, and just imagined how Kristen would react.I wasn’t totally friendless though. My best friend Jeff was very similar to me – shy.