"Jen on a job by job basis, I will discuss it with them, not as a standing job offer," I replied."I know, you are retired," she said with a laugh."You...laugh, but I plan to really be retired. I have banged around over a year without really being retired, now I'm going to be." Right and when you get bored enough you will be on the phone to me trying to find something to do." she said honestly."Yeah there is some truth in that," I admitted."Some you know it's the truth. You can't stand being. Unka lund khali 3’incha ka thaAur wo jaldi hi zar jate the iss k vajah se unko baccha bhi nahi hua tha,uncle k virya main dosh tha.yeh sab sunkar mai bhaot kush hogaya aur wapas apni room mai chala gaya.Thodi der bad maine dekha to mousi k room ki light off ho gayi thi aur wo dono so gayi thi.tabhi maine bhi apni room ki light off kaya aur aahista apne room se bahar nikla aur bina koyi aawaz karte may unke kamre mai gaya aur apni mousi k legs ko gudgudi karne laga taki wo jage aur hum. I made coffee for the whole gang."Time for some more action, bitch, come here" The first man called out."No, please, I am very sore now" I replied, almost sobbing my tears.But he grabbed my arm and pulled me over to the bedroom.I sat on the edge of my bed wondering what was going to happen now.The second man came in and sat in the chair by the bed, staring at me."Do you want to be well shagged again, slut?" The first man asked."It doesn’t matter what I want, you will do what you want anyway." I. Peace, love, friendship, and happiness, sounded excellent to me in that moment, and none of those things were what I had at home, so I wanted to make sure, I cleaned up my own house, before I started in on anything else. ************************************************* I had another day of exhibiting to get through, and I prayed to see Tina Lee again, and I wasn’t sure how we would approach each other, but lying down to sleep that night, it was one of the best night sleeps I had in months. .