His hold was warm and comforting. Heat raced up my arm and found a home in a small, empty space in my heart. The fear started to rise to my throat. Al... the emotions I’ve felt since coming to the picnic were too much too soon. How could a man I knew as a boy — barely know as an adult — have a strong effect on me? My body tensed to break from his hold and run. ‘Sh….’ He calmed me like a skittish kitten. ‘Relax. It’s just a dance.’ I half expected him to pet me so I’d purr while my body did as he. Erica was feeling sore the next day and said that she did not feel like going. Her best friend tara said she would stay with her, but my best friend, Tom, knew I could use the time alone so he persuaded his girl, tara to come with him and I stayed back. Erica and I always had very good conversations so we started talking about university the friends we had met and what we missed about high school. That night a storm hit and stranded our friends at the other end of the ski resort. The heater had. "That doesn't bother you?" she asked."Well, I figure you already tasted my cum and, if things go well withour relationship, you might be doing more of that, so why shouldn't Imind?" That was very hot," she said as she stood up and straddled my waist andleaned forward kissing me. "Was that a one-time deal or will you do itagain for me?" Anytime you want?" I said.We snuggled naked on the sofa under a blanket."You need to hold my ass to keep me from falling off the sofa." No problem."I held her. She confessed that she looked at particular sites which showed love making. The words porn, lesbian, bi, curious or girl on girl never entered the conversation. The end of lunch sent them back to work with thoughts running through their minds.Mike had found gay sites to be perfect for him, all those glistening bodies, fit men, yes that was him, at least in his mind not in the mirror. Many hours of watching led him onto the obvious next step. He wondered how a man... you know. No man he knew.