.. ah. Forget I said anything.” I answered. “I didn’t mean anything by it.”While I was getting dressed, Cody’s latest girlfriend must have l...ft. Joining my grandfather and the ranch-hands at the breakfast table, they asked about our trip to Amarillo. I sat quietly, nibbling at my food, while J.D. gave them all the details about the trip. “We bought f******n head of horses!” My grandfather declared. “Michelle bought ‘em all at auction and got them at a damn good price too!” “There’ll be six. He's just so darling and girly like this. Ilove it. Ohh, and I'm sure Frankie does, too. Don't you sweetie? Don'tyou just love being all dressed up like a girl, even when it's time forbed?"Frankie knew what he was expected to say and he nodded. "Yes, yes,thank you mother for letting me wear your nightgown... " He felt a newflush of humiliation flash hot across his cheeks and the back of hisneck. "... and for letting me wear the bed jacket and these prettyslippers. Oh, I am all dressed up. Sure, I'd probably have todo something, someone, then but not in an hour or two, no sirree bob.Now, the funny thing about pain is this: it's worse if you know itscoming. Apparently torturers show their victims the tools for that veryreason. So when it started to hurt in an hour (I suppose - there was noclock in the bathroom) I was terrified. I knew what was coming and Isimply didn't have the courage to face it.Which was why I walked out and when he took his earphones out I calmly -because. They were quickly hushed to silence and I knew. Oh my god in heaven. They are all still there, waiting.The silence dragged and I knew I had to do something. I got up and smoothed my skirt down over my legs after cleaning my pussy with toilet paper. I put the panty into my purse, but not all the way. I let part of them hang out the opening. “If you’re going to do it, Julee, you might as well do it all the way.”I unlatched the door, took a deep breath, and pulled it open — and stopped dead in.