“Who was th’ girl? Dae we know her?” asked Mary. I shrugged. She had looked vaguely familiar but frankly I didn’t care who she was. “Some...tart from Ravenclaw. Obviously she’ll put out, which I’m guessing would be why he chose her.” My voice, while still a little weak, sounded more bitter than I had intended it to. Lily looked at me sternly. “Don’t you ever think this is your fault because of that,” she said almost severely. “If he really cared about you he’d respect your decision and not. Everything sexy that happens helps to build that confidence. I'm kind of asking you be her toy if she wants you to. Believe me, she will not do anything truly harmful. Shocking, maybe, but no real harm. You can learn a lot, and really help her out. How are you doing?" Um, OK, I guess. What else?" Good man! When she makes some negative comment about her body or her weight, you have to be ready to respond. Try something like 'Oh, Mom! That's just temporary. Before long your are going to be a real. The reason I'm putting pen to paper about all of this is two-fold. First, my therapist suggested it. He called it a 'project' to help me work my feelings out about things. Whatever, I will give it a shot.And for my kids, not just for me. I need to be whole for them.In losing Anita, I seem to have also lost myself. I mean, I'm a proud guy. I've always been the one others call when they have problems. I was in the Navy and did two deployments to Iraq, so I'm not a crybaby, I'm a realist. The. Hum roj chat karte. Usne mera naam sonal rakh diya ab me uski gf thi. 2 month tak hum ne chat kari. Ab mujhe se raha nai ja raha tha me chahta tha ki vo mujhe ladhki bana kar chode mujhe girl hone ka ehsas mile.Phir ek din hum ne hotel me milne ka plan banaya. Vo Sunday ka din tha aur hum bhopal ki hotel me mile jaha hum dono ko koi nahi janta tha. Phir hum shopping karne gaye vaha hum dono ne mere liye bra panty leggings saree aur pura sajane ka samaan kharida. Ab hum hotel aagaye tab tak sham.