Definitely no problem, I’m sleeping well and I love the work that I’m doing. Working allows me to focus on other things, not letting me dwell too ...uch on this. The crew also helps, distracting me from spiraling on this.” I say, glancing over the fact that I’m referring to my different encounters.“Speaking of the crew, how are you bonding with everyone?” she asks, with a soft smile.“I think it’s going well. I think that most are really friendly and has accepted me. There is Disy that I’m not yet. His cockhead is glistening with creamy nectar. I can't resist a taste and rub his naked knob all over and around my lips. I lick my lips clean, savouring the taste, it's delicious. His cockhead is a deep purple colour, engorged with blood, it's velvety slit is literally leaking pre-cum. His cock has nearly doubled in size, it's huge and as thick as my wrist. It's poking straight up like a flagpole. His hips are thrusting towards me as he is close to cumming. I try to delay the final moments,. I'm not sure why I couldn't stay in ... wanderlust I suppose? Or something else, I rose from my 'bed' and dressed in my clothes.John was reading as I entered the house we had rented, he looked up and then took another look as he registered my presence. "You're not normally up at this time." he said simply.I shook my head. "I'm not sure why I am? There is something out there drawing me and I have to answer it."John sighed, "Oh dear, I hope this won't be like the last time, should I prepare to. Men are in better control of theiremotions and can deal with adversity better." I wasn't aware of that. Is that a statistically proven fact, or achauvinistic approach to claim masculine superiority? I'm not so sureif I'd be able to handle stress very well. I've never been in asituation that calls for bravado." That's why a three-month training period is required for the job.During the training, you'll learn how to handle situations requiringemotional stability. After you complete the program.