This has been so hot. A new experience for me and one that I will cherish and re-live in my mind over and over for years to come. We embrace, bathing ...n the afterglow of our lovemaking. I find it too overwhelming and our kisses turn me into a blubbering whale and tears are soon pouring out of my eyes and I am gasping and bawling like a baby. Les seems to understand, wise beyond his years. He holds me until I quieten and my tears stop."Sorry about that Les, I have no idea how or why that. Usne pucha woh kya ? Maine kha kuch nhi . Toh woh boli batao na tumhe meri kasam. Maine kha aap bura maan jaogi. Usne kha mai nhi manungi bura batao toh. Toh maine dheere se kha tumhari chuchi or tumhari gaand. Yeh sab sunker wo gussa ho gyi or mujhe kuch bina bole hi apne kamre mai chali gyi. Meri toh halat kharab ho gyi yaaron.Maine uske peeche peeche uske room mai gya toh dekha ki wo apni nighty utar rhi thi. Maine socha karan beta aaj toh tere sher ko chut mil jayegi. Mai uske room mai. She had moved the towel slightly to get the best of the sunshine and was now seated on it, so that she was slightly side on to my vantage point. The bottle of suntan oil was in her hand and she removed the lid to squeeze a pool of the oil into her cupped palm. Slowly, her hand spread the oil over her shoulder and down her arm. The movement was slow and sensual, rubbing over the entire surface of her skin, making sure that she covered it all. She then did her other shoulder and arm with the same. I broke his heart." Is he all right?" Physically he's healthy. But his eyes, Michael; When I look into them I see only pain and anguish. He remembers, Michael. He may not remember much else, but he remembers how I betrayed him." But couldn't we..." There is no we anymore, Michael. It was wonderful, I can't deny that. But the dream is over. Now we must return to reality. You must go about your life and I must go about mine — separately." Is there nothing I can say... ?" Nothing." Then this is.