Yet otherwise, then again, if there’s nothing else to do, I imagine we can go on ordering more coffee and tea, or maybe even have some buttered toas... or dessert. However, in stark comparison, after being so, so comfortable only minutes before, returning again to having rambled conversations about the weather, or simply refilling our beverages, doesn’t seem quite as appealing anymore. After all, I would prefer trying to provoke you instead, with more playful and suggestive questions like, ‘What. June 21I'm afraid that lunch didn't go too well. Cook apparently told me topre-heat the oven then cook the fish for twenty minutes at two hundredand I thought she said two hundred at twenty and Sir and Madam said itwasn't cooked properly so they ended up going to their golf club forsomething.Madam was very nice about it though and told me to dry my eyes, it wasn'tmy fault that I was stupid.June 22Mrs Jacobson called to see Madam at lunch time but of course they wereout so we had a nice little. I manage to look back up, to see him throw his head back in laughter. Youd think I was cheating on you! You are! Oh dont be a baby Slim, you know Im not. Shes you! I hate her, ill make her go away. You cant do that slim, I need the both of you. (Pause) I know your probably thinking, uh? What the? Thing is I have dissociative identity dissorder and punkie is my boyfriend fucking, whore of an alter. (Play) Come on, he reaches for me, pulling me up off the ground. I have something that will cheer. He was shooting a Mississippi Rifle from the sound, and those things are a little slow to reload, so I had enough time to escape, and that was enough to satisfy me.I spent the night in hotel in a little town, but I can't remember the name of it. I had an early breakfast and headed north. It wasn't long before I met up with a patrol of Arkansas cavalry, so I showed them my orders. They let me through with no trouble and I was able to make about 35 miles that first day. I ran into some rough.