There is a layby where we always pull into and i tell my student what to do, however that day was very differant.Emma pull in as normal, and i asked h...r if she was okay. She looked at me and took of her sunglasses and straight away started crying. I put my arm around her to comfort her and she explained that she had lost her job. We talked to a while and Emma told me she would have to stop taking the leasons because she had no money. Still with my arm around her i told her not to worry about. We were sat on barstools at the bar and as we drank more the conversation turned a little more interesting. I mentioned the swingers clubs again and said that it would be a real shame if we didn’t at least go and have a look, if we lost our nerve when we got there then we could chalk it up as a lesson learned but if we didn’t go we might regret not trying it. We wouldn’t have to do anything we didn’t want to after all. As we were talking I was stroking her thigh and do to the nature of her. She cringed, she cried out, and she told me that I was too big. I pushed in about half my length and again she cried out how big I was, how much it hurt, and how much she deserved to get butt fucked. Then I shoved the rest of it into her. She cried out that she couldn’t take any more. I fucked into her, I wasn’t a virgin, but I had never been given the backdoor before. I loved it, it was tight, and it was dirty. It was one thing fucking a girl where she pees but fucking her where she shits is. I know that I'm flabby in all the wrong places and my cock isn't as big as I would like, just under 5 inches hard. I hide my jealousy and insecurities well, Stephanie loves me and I roll with it. If I were to ask her about those times and the kind of guys she's been with...well let's just say it would make me even more insecure than I already am. I also know how girls talk to each other and Rachel definitely knows about my shortcomings in the dick department, and she would make subtle comments.