Thinking that my training should be of help. My training. My reliance on the medical community. My trust in the establishment. My anchor. None o... it applied. None of it was going to help me. I would have to pioneer my own way out of this. There was going to be no nanny to make it all better, no father figure to buy my way out of trouble, no simple cruising and loafing through this life. This was real and I was going to have to deal with it. I would have to do it on my own,. You know, she enjoys pleasurablethings," I stammered."I don’t understand Brie, everyone enjoys pleasurable things. Why woulda woman want to have a sissy?" she asked me.There was no avoiding it, talking as quietly as I could manage so thatthe people on either side of us could not hear I began, "My wife enjoyshaving me please her with my tongue and lips." Feeling the heat from myblushing rising up and turning my ears red, and my little sissy clittieswelling inside the tiny cage I continued. Savoring the taste of your precum I work you over taking it as far as I can, drawing every bit of it inside my mouth, my hands massaging your balls, feeling your tension as you are sliding your hands in my hair holding my head still for a moment as you have other plans for now.We stand up and move towards the bedroom our hands still running over each other, none willing to give up any contact, till we shrug off any remaining clothes and fall together on the bed, it is hard to tell who's hands. "But mommy, all I want to do is wear your blouse." I tried pouting.She looked at me strangely."Calvin," Mother asked me very slowly. "Do you wish you were a girl?" No!" I blurted, then I hesitated, "I-I don't think so." I suddenly wondered if there was an answer that would move her closer to my goal. Unfortunately, my first outburst came from a straight boy's natural commitment to his sex. Fortunately, I shrouded my words with a shred of doubt. Unfortunately, I was sporting the hardest erection.