Really. I'm usually an upbeat personand pretty happy with my life, but sometimes just talking aboutthis gets me over the Lexi funk. And, sweety, thank... forlistening.I told you earlier about my first guy, Chuck, and how he made mehis girl. God, I loved him and miss him still. Thank you Chuckfor showing me who I really was. A girl in a guy's body. Ithappens more often than you think. Anyway besides the sex Iloved the way he would hold me. No not after. Very few guys dothat. I mean how he would. James: Actually I hve a secret to share with you all. It was what I found out about Mom even before she approached me with her suggestion for incest. Usually I came home for lunch at noon. Afterwards, I would bring lunch to my Mom at the farm as she did not come home for lunch. One day my friend celebrated his birthday with an early lunch so I ate my full at the party. I came home much early that day and I went straight to the farm with my Mom's lunch. It was more than an hour earlier. From a. She asked me what happened with me & her sister so I told her the story & she agreed it was dumb for her to get mad at me over that. We continued to talk & she kept moving over closer to me. You could almost say they were twins if you didn't know any better they had the same body figure, hair & eye color & both had a really soft voice. She put her hand on my leg & said " She's always getting mad at you over things that aren't your fault, you don't deserve that". I replied " I know but what else. Dancing clusters of sparkles and glowing dust motes drifted in the sunbeams filling my field of vision as I attempted to focus and give the optical center of my brain a chance to sort out the dazzling array of visual information. For several moments I stared at the ceiling and tried to remember where I was. Naked, sirene, and warm in bed with my partner next to me, her exposed bottom pressed against my crotch and her erect nipples pressing into my back.Wait a minute; it’s physically impossible.