I recognized it as aspeculum. He bent over and did a pelvic exam on my sister. Itonly took a few seconds. He stood up and said “I’mconvinc...d you are, in fact, a virgin. Thank you.”And then he turned around and left. Shawna got up,locked the door, and sat down at the dressing table.Shawna slumped in her chair. “Finally, some quiet time.I’m glad you’re here. I’ve been looking forward to thisday for years.” That seemed like an odd way to put it,but I. For the first time since I had tried to kill myself, I was actually glad to be alive. I showered and dressed then stepped out to walk the halls. On my first round the social worker joined me and let me know that Michelle was going to come in later that day to see me and to talk with my councilor and I about what happened. I thought it would be good to see her and I thought that maybe we could figure out what the problem was and fix it. I was wrong. When Michelle came in and sat in the room, she. ...and MI6 would pay...............and shewould get a new identity."What's the catch..................beside the blackmail I mean?" Micheleasked."Well you would be working deep undercover and; some of the work will,shall we say, be a little sordid. And dangerous ofcourse..............but you will always have backup," Sir Gilesexplained."Sordid? Backup? What the devil do you mean?" Michele asked."I'm sorry that's all I can say for now. This is a one time offer andyou have to decide now I'm. I was beginning to worry that my good years were quickly running out. Don't misunderstand me; I didn't have a bad life, far from it. I had two children I adored, a husband I still loved and a gratifying career in which I was quite successful. But it paled in comparison to the exciting life I led just over twenty years earlier. Even after we married, we would have dinner out, go to clubs, dance all night on weekends and make love as long as we had the energy.Now I barely remember what it was.