I cursed myself and decided I won’t do this type of thing anymore. In the morning I apologized to the maid and said I lost it and requested her not ...o say this to anyone. She said she won’t.From then onward next few weekends went normal I stopped all these thoughts. However, a couple of weeks later, I saw her looking at me and smile. I could not understand. And this happened 3-4 times.At night my uncle and aunt had gone to their room after dinner and my cousin and his wife to theirs. I was. But they couldn't. With Amy here ... I didn't know what do. I felt like she had completely replaced me. That's why I asked the girls before you guys came if she fell immediately in with you guys. I wanted to see how fast she replaced me..."I felt my eyes filling, and tried to blink them out. I couldn't cry. Not in front of him.One rolled down my cheek, and I tried to sweep it away. But before I could, he saw it. "It's okay Sophie. I understand," and I knew he did.I leaned against him, and felt. If you go too far, I'll take control back.Yeah, fuck-face, I got it the first time you said so. Jeez, are you a fucking boy scout? Fucking. Boy. Get it?Of course you don't. I forgot you're the goodie-goodie and I'm the badass.Hey Kyori?Yeah asswipe?Fuck You.Arrian felt Kyori's big smile as they ended their discussion.Kyori approached the mat, for the first time in control of his body.He went through the normal shit of bowing to the official and that stupid ass Jake Forber.Kyori was impatient;. Several times I had to put the report down and have a slug of straight whiskey.The report had shaken me to my very core. I might have known my friend Sandman at 18 years of age but the person at 28 was a sick twisted animal. The report gave me all the answers I was looking for and I thanked God that I wasn't the target of his rage.I was sure Peterson Sr. had read this report and must have had a good old fashioned belly laugh, he must have felt like a kid at Christmas watching the Bates clan and.